voices

no, i’m not hearing them (yet). it’s just, people don’t like other people because they look… unpleasing. is it superficial to dislike or avoid someone because of the way they sound?

not that i do this. not too much. i’ll turn the phone volume down if i talk to eve, because her voice gives me headaches, but that’s the worst i do. and i avoid her when she’s happy, because she talks a lot, and with a verrry high pitched voice.

helium=do not want.

maybe it’s for another reason? maybe it is. i have no idea. i don’t have a problem with any other people’s voices; not steph’s (and her voice is pretty high) and not mattia’s (whose sounds a lot like mine (low + mumbling)), not heather’s, not lashawnda, and not annnny of the guys.

because they have voices of a normal tone. but why eve? would i still avoid her if the opening of her mouth gave me a headache? or is it just, when i’m in a bad mood, or she’s one-upped me (everyone loves to one-up their biffs. admit it), and maybe i’m just a horribly jealous person?

yeah, that’s about right. but then, she, for some reason, revulses me some times. not all of the time, and not even most of the time. i just feel like vomiting.

but then again, even my relatives can make me do that. but not as often. and that’s why i worry. 😐

that’s all for now. i’m probably going to a party with lashawnda. i mean, i’m sure she’ll go with me (we’re acquainted pretty well), and it’s not like she’ll think it’s a big deal,

BUT I’M SO DAMN NERVOUS ABOUT THE REJECT-SHUN. D:

i mean both of those words in that compound the way they are written. just so you know. but the party’s in may anyway (some memorial day shindig at a pool i go to. no huge deal. 🙂 )

happy day happy day. 😐

‘she’s a rebel, she’s a saint, she’s assault of the earth– and she’s dangerous.’ –green day, ‘she’s a rebel’