i’m a crap writer. i won’t pretend i’m not, really. i can’t write, but i can design.
i like to make full, well-rounded characters, to make them perfect people, the type that pique your interest and keep you hanging on. i didn’t particularly know why, and still it is very unclear to me. a ‘friend’ of mine tried to explain it to me, once.
she said something about how i am trying to create the perfect person to make up for the lack of true companionship and comfort in my life.
but that’s a bunch of bullshit anyway. 🙂 in other news, also having to do a bit with writing…
i got into a little snitty-fighty-thingy with lynn… and some friend of stacey’s. i will copypaste it into here… (at least little snippets. the climax, you know. good story, good press. ;p) the discussion is about an unnamed friend whose underwear was seriously showing in a photo.
this girl: i may be mistaken. but do i see underwear? …
girl in pic: … I dont have like a photo editor where i culd blur it out! I wish i had it so then this whole convo wouldnt have started! haha well ill find a way to edit this pic.
this girl: or ‘delete’ it. there is always .that. you could just take another one. wearing shorts. or pants. 😐 …
some irritating friend of stacey’s (s.i.f.o.s./sifos): … yall ppl need to calm down NO ONE CARES ABOUT HER UNDERWEAR!!!! GET A LIFE!!!! STOP WORRYING ABOUT IT!!!!
this girl, to sifos: when your panties are showing don’t expect me to kick any pedos in their genitals. 😐 jerkface. also ‘yall’ is not a word. ‘yell’ is a word, though.
sifos: wat the fuck does any pedos in the genitals meen?? and google it it is a word to normal ppl. i gess thts y u havent herd it
this girl: uhm, if you don’t know what a ‘genital’ is, i suggest you check to see if you’re buying the right underwear, chickie. i know that ‘y’all’ is a word. not ‘yall’. if you want to make any impression on me i suggest proper grammar, and perhaps spelling like you’ve received some sort of education at least some time in your life. and a ‘pedo,’ my lover, is the type of freak that likes to see 13 year old girls’ panties. …
dot: … *this girl* stop being a grammor ass!
this girl: i can’t help being a ‘grammor ass’ when people can’t even spell what they’re critiquing.
the intelligence of society is crumbling into nothing, and these sort of things are the cause of it.
aside from that, being worried about a friend is better than calling her a slut and a hoochie mama, which i can recall both of you ((stacey and dot)) doing to me. more than once. 🙂
stacey: Um A. were teenagers and duh were not gone be as grammatically correct as adults are and B. i didnt!
this girl: i’ve heard lower schoolers spell better than some of this slime. etta, you did, too. on more than one occasion. and if you need to be reminded that badly i suggest you don’t conduct this farce on the web.
eve: um *stacey*, i was THERE when you did. also: get spelling tutoring, thought i doubt it would make much of a difference on either of you two.
sifos (hadn’t heard from her in a bit!): thts funny actually, you are talkin to us about OUR spelling and you cant even spell though right 🙂
this girl: nor can you spell ‘talking’ right, lover. or ‘that’s’ for such a matter. 😦
stacey, pointing something out (glad she was being mature. i was over the maturity bit by now, i admit): But seriously this isnt that big of a deal so can we PLEASE drop it!
this girl: hmmm. i don’t take insults lightly, though. 😐 but if this wench ceases speaking i’ll stop. 🙂 oh chatspeak? PLZPLZPLZPLZPLZTHX I LUVS CHATSPEEK ITS SUUUU HAWT OMG OMG!!!11!!!@!!!@2!!eleventy!!@@!#
lynn: *this girl*. I’m telling you now. STOP BEING A GRAMMAR ASS. It’s annoying, it’s arbitrary, and it’s pointless. It’s not like were writing a novel here! We don’t need to use perfect spelling and grammar. Don’t yell at people for not using correct grammar when even you aren’t. It’s very hypocritical, especially for a person who ‘hates’ hypocrites. Oh, and stop calling people ‘lover’ it’s creepy. … Oh, and *this girl*, I really tried to use PERFECT GRAMMAR so your eyes don’t bleed from the typos. I hope you appreciate it. 😉
this girl: arbitrary and pointless are synonyms. it’s kind of unnecessary to include both. i know i’m not using ‘perfect grammar’ and i never do, but spelling things wrong when you know how to spell them (typos i can excuse) is worthless and demeaning to oneself. and i don’t think i can ‘yell’ at anyone VIA the internet. i can scold. i think you’re ignoring the fact, my dear, that i’ve been correcting her spelling for most of this. not grammar. if you ended a sentence with a preposition i wouldn’t be too peeved. you would sound infantile and silly, but that’s not my problem. also i am severely lacking in eye-stigmata, so i don’t think my eyes will be bleeding anytime soon, love. … i can usually tell if someone doesn’t know how to spell something, but if they’re blatantly spelling it incorrectly so as not to waste their ‘precious time’ that they use to browse cartoons and porn sites on the internet. 🙂 abbreviations are for dictionaries, crazed fangirls, stereotypical ‘valley girls’ and note-taking.
h.s.: hmmm, now this is intense.
this girl: of course it is. it’s teenage girl-drama.
stacey: Tell me about it.
this girl: uhm. okay. … see, there were these teenage girls (ALL OVER THE WORLLLD) who started yelling at each other because they had nothing better to do, even though the fight is nothing personal and they will totally get over it at school, while continuing the vicious fight and rumours and shit on the internet. and then they start to break into ‘teams’ and sit at different lunch tables and talk trash to their ‘omg ttly real frienz 4evahh’ and then it’s all nasty and icky and gross and et cetera. (names like bitch and broad and slut and whore and skankbag and the like may be used in the process. but remember. they love you. really, they do.) sum it up well enough? 😀 i think i did.
stacey: Yes i think that you did a wonderful job *this girl*
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and the battle RAGES on. and on. and on. updates on my snitfit will follow later. hopefully i can be as gaddamn cold and snarky in the REALWORLDOMG. public outbursts are these girls’ specialties. sadly.
-assumes POW position and meditates on hot coals-
‘i feel estranged from all my friends. i feel a disconnection, i guess i don’t need them. when they’re around, they’ll criticize about my happiness. it makes me hurt inside.’ –home grown (my friends suck)
(also, it makes me shake and disables me from typing well. or maybe that’s the energy drink.)